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My Biggest Mistake

Today I want to talk about college. Let's just say I messed up. I messed up big time for my first semester. And I want to write this for anyone of similar age who may make the same mistake that I did because it's a really easy mistake to make. I started college as a Biology major. I've always liked the sciences, but like is the key word there. I found it interesting and that was about it. But my passion has for a very long time been in law enforcement. When I was a kid, may from about 4 to 16, I dressed up as a cop every year for Halloween. Since 4 that's what I wanted to do but something changed when I turned 16. That something was my grandparents. I remember the day I told my grandma that I wanted to be a cop. I remember it really well actually because her answer devastated me. That answer was a blunt "no". It took me by surprise because I grew up with parents who told me to follow my dreams and that I could be anything I wanted to be if I worked for it.

The Beginning

When I was younger, I was really into blogging but as time went on I sorted of faded out. So here's to a new beginning and a little bit of storytelling. To start off, my name is Kat. I'm a freshman in college and really, I'm just trying to find my way through this infinite oblivion that we call life. Through this blog, I hope to tell my story and maybe along the way, find a little more of myself. When I was 13 years old, I started to realize some things about myself that I didn't like at the time. As a 7th grader, surrounded by annoying, judgmental, and arrogant people, it wasn't easy to be different. My whole life I grew up hiding from my peers. I wore baggy sweatshirts to hide my appearance, I kept to myself and shared as little as humanly possible, and I guess I could say I was the wallflower. I had my friends, mainly the ones from my soccer team growing up, but also a few from school. But I still never felt like I fit in, like I belonged, like there was a s